The sky is blue and the grass is green. But im not happy. On may 28 my  best friend
Mandy is being admitted out of the hospital. About a week ago she came to school upset. She said she got into a fight with her mom and went into the bathroom where she took 20 painkillers. I told her she had to go 2 da hospital. So Me and my other best friend Sultana decided 2 tell a teacher. Well mostly sultana did. She went 2 the hospital and got her stomich pumped. THe teachers r callin it a suicide attempt. The same day she told me she wanted 2 die. About a month b4 that I was admitted into the hospital 4 a suicide attempt. I also took pill. Maybe im  an ass 4 writein this on live journal. What does all of this that make me? I have no one 2 talk 2 but myself. I dont want 2 go 2 a therapist but I have 2. And the thing thats gnawing at my heart is that I didnt want 2 tell the teachers she took the painkillers. I was gunna sit there and watch her die. What does that make me? A FUCKIN MURDERER